Yes.
I am mad.
I am mad at my self
I am mad, just because i can't be like you who can simply replaced me. 
errr, you'll never know how it feels, dude. never--
i am mad, why i have to feel this way..
i can't replace you, as easy  as you did
time is needed.
throw up all those feelings away isn't an easy thing.
because, that was ever be a precious one for me.
uhm, maybe not for you, haha


respect? how was that? 
it doesn't exist for us.
i know. situation's changed
i know. i'm supposed to be "here" and you're supposed to be "there"
take our own bussiness.
but.....still, i don't know how to throw these all??
i just need a time.
awkward.
talk like strangers. like we did a year ago. and...... it happens again. i hate it. 
why we can't be ourselves like we were yesterday.
i'm really sorry. i am wrong for not giving you enough space. 
sorry for still being around you.
sorry for disturbing you.....

time.. i need you. i. really. need. you. . .