Uncontrolled

Heya folks,
Yeah, it's already morning. and this is not because I wake up earlier today. I just haven't slept yet.
Haha, I don't know, random things happened, and keep running in my head. (running? capek banget ya)
Have spent the night 'til this morning start from having a chit chat and gossip session with my home-mate, then staring at my laptop screen--til now.
Random video--watched, Random chat--done, doin' tasks--finished. browsing and surfing; done, til get super-bored.
Actually started from a few hours ago, I browsed and read blogs about traveling-- My fav thing. aaand, my random mind flew to an old memory. Not-so-old memory, tho.
But, one of my best memory, one of the best thing that happened to me.
Yes, that guy. sooo far away stranger. A stranger who finally melts this heart.
It's crazy, I know. Undeniably strange.
But honestly, that stranger did something crazy to my soul. He catched me. He got me through my soul.
Such a rare things. Thing's getting weird but I secretly enjoy it.
And,
that stranger suddenly disappeared, wordlessly. left me a sense of comfort here (read: heart).
The feeling of missing which is getting deeper and deeper.
He's just a stranger. But as idiot and crazy as me. And he made something big. Lovely stranger.
not knowing any explanation makes me sick. not even a single word.
I can't reach him for a long time.
Separated by 17.000 miles more, have no idea when I can see him (again).
Wish someday our steps're guided to that "Negeri Sakura", or at least to where the Golden Temple is located.
A forgotten promise that ever spoken.



I think I'd better go to sleep soon before my words are gonna be worse and crazier.
This is sooo weird, and strange. I know. I apologize.
But, this's just too uncontrolled.
Go away. Go away